make me blush

My entire universe revolved on one thing and one thing alone yesterday. Now, I'm not gonna mention it here but for me, that One thing is really, really important. Suppose that things went different and I didn't get that chance that was given to me yesterday, would today be of any relevance? Would I be moping now? No, I don't think so. For a while there, I thought myself blessed to be presented with such eagerness. But today...today is different. Today I've been blown away or should I say, blown over by something that is in its wholeness is strange to me. I have felt nothing like this before and it's scary to put it to words now because I'm in no position to speak of these things... I'm pretty sure that you're confused right now with what you're reading. hehehe But bear with me, I'm not blushing today.

So right now, I'm feeling clueless, speechless, remoteless and unbelievably defenseless. Oh, including any word that has a 'less' after it.

Geez, again and again, I have to say this mantra to myself -- All Will Be Well. I'm sure it'll all be. Life is cruel but lovely when it touches you.

Anyway, I'm going to 'blow' the One thing over and change the One this time. I'll make the One revolve around me and make the One look for me and me not look for the One. All will be well. Here's to you, the One today. Don't fail me. C'mon and make me blush Ü